An Open Letter To:

The Creator

The eagle came to me at dreamtime again. He comes often lately but he’s never alone. There are always three or four of them. Last night they were quietly sitting on some ragged rocks in what appeared to be a cove. As I approached all of them looked my way and nodded their heads as if they somehow were awaiting my arrival.

Every second or third day as I drive down the highway I see them circling in the sky. Two, three and often four of them soaring with their wings spread wide and I can’t help but wonder if they are there for me to see and what it is they are there to tell me.



When I read about eagle I am told that they are a sign to grasp the opportunities that come my way and I keep asking how? How? Please tell me how. I keep taking what feels like tiny little baby steps because it’s all I know right now but what I want to do is move ahead in giant leaps and bounds.

When I read about eagle this is what it said:

Eagle teaches us that we have the ability to soar to great heights if only we will find the courage to do so. Once we dare to reach, we find that the up currents and thermals of the Universe will support us.

And that’s exactly what I have been doing lately. I have been reaching and stretching in every possible direction. I have been working with the same vision I’ve had for what seems, like forever. No matter how hard I’ve tried to shake it, it has never left me alone. It has followed me everywhere for the past 10 to 15 years and now it permeates every aspect of me, my time, my energy, my soul.

In this past year I’ve stepped out on a limb and out of my comfort zone time and time again. I’ve risked appearing like the fool chasing an impossible dream and I’ve put all of it out there for others to see because I believe in what it is and what it can do and how it can work and how many lives it would touch and how much it would make a difference in those lives.

I’ve been envisioning the perfect place where I could turn this vision into a reality and wouldn’t you know it, the Universe provided. That’s right. This week we found the property which is exactly what we’ve been setting the intention for and it’s only 10 km from where we live now. On Friday morning we went to see it with our real estate agent and everywhere we looked it was perfect, it was the exact vision we put out there and it fit like a glove! Everything about it said, this is right, this is it, this, is the “Inner Pathways Retreat Center”.

Ever since then I’ve been walking around like a deer caught in headlights not quite knowing which way to jump. I try to talk about this to others and my eyes fill with tears for what feels so right and is so dear and true to my heart. It is so much what I am being called to do, where I feel I must be yet the financial magnitude is beyond what I can wrap my head around. I don’t know where to start or how to go about it. I know there has to be a way, yet I don’t know what it is and it scares me. How can something feel so right and not have a way to come to manifest.

There has to be a way. I can’t believe that all of this is nothing more than some big cosmic joke and that it’s not meant to be. I can’t believe I would be sent all these signs and signals and I would have this burning desire in my heart and it would all be a great big farce. I’m choosing not to go there. I’m choosing to move forward and to trust that I can walk into this vision.

Writefully Yours
Annette