My head is still pounding from a nasty cold which decided to descend on me this weekend, but, the hammering isn’t quite as steady today. By tomorrow I’m going to have ditched this unfriendly intruder by the wayside.
I got a call from someone yesterday and when she heard my raspy voice on the phone she said to me, “Ah, you’re living some confusion. That is what colds are all about.” I had to think about that for a minute and then I thought hmmm…..she’s right.
There’s been some confusion within me created by putting my vision for this retreat center out there for others to see. This is something that is so precious and meaningful, sacred even and I’ve wanted to protect what it is, what it looks like, what it means to me but most importantly, what it can mean for those who would come.
For years I’ve hid the vision, fearful that if I put it out there others would think I’ve gone mad and this dream would get stepped on, crushed, laughed at - dismissed as a crazy whim not worth paying any attention to.
But, maybe, my holding back had to do with not truly believing in myself and in the power of this vision. I can’t do it anymore. I can’t hold back. If I do I’ll explode. There is no more confusion. It’s all very clear now. I have to put it out there. I have to step forward.
4 comments:
Exactly! By putting it out there for all to see and support you are showing the Universe that you are truly ready! The law of attraction is in motion!
Yep, "build it and they will come." Put it out there and in doing so you strengthen the dream and help it to manifest. Hugs, Linda
That's right - I'm done keeping things "A Secret" now it's out there and I'm walking towards it - running in fact!
All I can do is smile at you Annette :)
Many times in my life I've been asked who I admire and look upto, and its always been tough for me to think of someone... up until now :)
Iam running along side you! :)
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